What do you want to do next?
You’ve got options depending on what you want:
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Improve and stay (if it's salvageable)
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Confront or clarify (if you need to push back on unfair treatment)
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Plan an exit (if it’s just not worth it anymore)
How to plan an exit
Clean your room, so there will be nothing for others to be burdened with.
Get rid of any and all emails (They really don't matter anymore).
Write one letter that tells all your feelings.
Go.
or
talk to someone
let them know what's wrong (even if it won't help)
avoid the grey
walk outside (not in front of cars)
stop
what i can do
me me me
not you, because this won't work for you
find a way to help others
find a way to hurt without bleeding
find a way not to be passive aggressive
find a way to not fixate on yourself
find a way out (but not permanently)
find a way to stay (because it doesn't matter anyway)
(go)
each plan you make
ReplyDeleteeliminates
one road the future
just might take
the best of go awry
Nicely done.
thank you
DeleteThree songs come to mind : "50 Ways to Leave Your Lover" - Paul Simon, "It Doesn't Matter Anymore" - Buddy Holly, "Take a Letter, Maria" - R.B. Greaves. That's accomplished company.
ReplyDelete"not in front of cars" made me smile - I don't know if that was your intention, or my Chubby Checker twisted sense of humor.
"(but not permanently) echoes the former with solemnity.
I like the poem's structure with the chosen sentiment. The beginning exposition of objective rationality slowly shatters under the emotional realization of personal pain. (and self blame)
Excellent work
thank you. i have so much to work out. verses help
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