Tuesday, January 7, 2020

the grey days

i can see
the grey days
coming

happenings aren't
as joyful
as they usually are

i can't taste food
i can't breathe deeply

i can't hear certain songs
without tearing up

i hide from people
who truly want to know
how i feel

i either want to
walk and walk and walk
away into the darkness

or hide and cower and
crumple my heart
into a little ball

away from civilized people

i can see
the grey days
coming

but for once i'm ready
for them

you won't hear me
moan
or see me
flinch

this time

grey is the new
black
for me

this time

(gone)





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