Saturday, November 22, 2014

nov pad 2014 19: excuse

i'm trying to learn
to not make excuses
anymore

i admit
my weaknesses
ask for help
to be strong

and move on

but sometimes 
i fall back
on old ways

blaming 
God and country
for the sins i've made

as i stomp away

if you know i go
this way
and sometimes 
that way
with my thoughts

that i'll hop 
up and down
like a child 
in protestation

then you can 
look past
all the
exclamations

and find the real me

someone who's 
looking
for what is inside her
but scared 
of what she'll find there

(look)




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