undoing

i'm not
as sad
as you think i am

i just feel
more than
i used to

i see
your side
and wonder why
you stay

i see
my side
and wonder why
i'm the way i am

pushing you
away
with each
insecurity i
voice

undoing
the beauty
that we created
when the sun
shone in our
favour

and all the world was ours

(dim)