doubt

this time 

i hope

the dreams will be future

instead of

the times

when life is so futile

i hope

i won't dream 

of sammy davis, jr again

i beg

not to see

the violent zebra rain

one time

i looked up

"why do i dream of falling fingernails?"

it told me 

it was time

to take the weapons away

maybe i'm safe

again

but that's just a dream

(doubt)