Saturday, February 28, 2026

the first encounter (placeholder)

It started with a song.

She was used to the routine. "Do you know this song," they would ask. And then her brother and the others would start caterwauling something in 4/4 time that would drag on at the emotional moments, and taper off when they forgot the lyrics. She would follow along as best as she could, until she finally figured out what the song was. She knew a surprising amount of songs from the past, mostly from her older brother's tutelage.  

The song he chose this time must have been very popular, because everyone perked up when he first started singing. As always, she plodded along, hoping for a familiar chorus that would jog her memory. It was a song about nostalgia, a little regret, with a revelation about a new love that was just in front of them. It wasn't long before everyone joined in, in surprisingly good harmony. She felt left out, as she often did, but didn't mind being in this rag-tag orchestra.

No one noticed the doorbell ringing at first.

Her brother's coworker finally heard the subtle chime. He opened the door, then stared in amazement at the visitor. 

"Well, hello."

"Hello."

Pause. 'Who...what....were you invited' was not asked. He scanned the visitor up and down, seeing the normal business attire he was used to seeing on him. He also saw that he carried a wine bottle and flowers. He must have been......

"I have been invited."

The coworker always hated that his boss could read his mind. It made him feel like an open-faced sandwich. At least it wasn't ham, he thought, most times.

"Come in! Pass me the wine."

The music in the living room went on. She had finally remembered the song, and had started singing along. The voices around her diminished, as they often did when she sang. Was it amazement that someone so young would know their songs? Not really. She sang with her heart in her throat, and the emotion of her voice muted her brother's friends, causing them to sway next to each other as they teared up in quiet reflection.

He was watching, too. The pained look he had on his face relaxed. Who was this young person? How did she know this song from long ago? 

Why did he care so much?

The coworker came out of the kitchen. He immediately spied his boss, with a very un-boss like look on his face. What the fuck was this about? Then he noticed the subject of his boss' attention. 

Aw hell no!

The coworker barreled into the crowd of friends, hooked his arm around his best friend, and dragged him away. This nonsense had to stop. Now!



Sunday, December 21, 2025

to remember

everything you say 
is forgotten 

but the tone carries on 

every reason you live 
is mistaken 

and yet you carry on

Sunday, November 30, 2025

missed connections

and all that's left
is uneasy words
from valuable messengers

broken presents 
in the presence of sadness

and unknown wrinkles
in a fabric that was once
so dear

unconditional
becomes unconsciousable 

with no sleep to be seen

no more dreams

Saturday, November 22, 2025

escape

all the strange eyes
that surround me

make me long 
for the safety 
that you bring 

but your mind's on you
this time around 

and i found isolation 
and hopes are fading
for a future that was once
so close to me

but now a galaxy away

(stay)

Thursday, November 20, 2025

in sport

why even be 
close to the wincing

leaning to the intimacy
only if i play by the rules

in the name of family friendly 
leave all that's relative behind

stick to your own kind
even if all it does

is surround you 
with loneliness 

(be)




Thursday, October 30, 2025

unlisted

by not answering 
you've said enough

by not talking 
you've left enough 

by capturing 
and not killing

by listening 
but not dreaming

by doing 
the bare minimum 

you show it all 

the fall was never 
from the highest peak 

but it kills 
all the same

(blame)


reconnections

Why did you get in touch with me
after all this time?

it's flooding where you are

No it isn't.

well, it's raining where i am

No it's not.

it's raining in my heart

Of course. Well, what do you have to tell me?

stay dry

But it isn't raining.

so it'll be easy

All right. Is there anything else you want to tell me?

(my days are missing my life 
my life is missing a heart 
my heart is missing a crucial piece, and is tearing me apart)

What are you mumbling?

world series scores 

But the Yankees aren't playing.

hush

Hushing. 

(intense quietness)

You know, it's been a horrible week.

here too

You want to sit and sigh here for a while.

yes

(sigh)