30 - unexpected cold

does

the unexpected cold

know 

how alone it makes 

me feel?

does

the inescapable chill

know 

how much it makes

me ache?

i look out

to the east

whispering your name

like a promise

from my lips

hugging 

the memory of

what you were

to my heart

willing your

presence to me

i know you're busy

with your life

for this season

i know i'm busy

with my struggle

for a reason

but i can't help

longing for the sight

of you

i can't help

wishing for a night 

with you

i look out 

to the east

whispering your name

and the sun rises again

(soon)