difficulties

i know
it's hard
being around me

i can't communicate
without
pen and paper near

i feel the pain
that no one else
understands

always
in the way
always
out of tune

always
one step behind

i don't know
what i can offer
to counter all
these sins

i make the same
mistakes
over and over again

i make my eyes
blind
looking for the sun

i run
and there's no way
you can find me

always the victim
of my own
tragic scenes

lost in an island
of my own
broken dreams

(gone)

audio version here: https://soundcloud.com/jamison99/difficulties