words that tear and strain
Tuesday, October 1, 2024
pause
put it in a ziploc
until it goes away
don't speak to anyone
until they all behave
don't listen to your heart
it always points away
put your life on pause
and simply walk away
(again)
Monday, July 29, 2024
remind
remind me again
what to wear on my sleeve
besides my heart
teach me again
how to nod and smile outside
while my insides fall apart
i. keep. forgetting.
what i have to be
in order to cope
with what i can see
balled up fists
in hidden pockets
should do the trick
there's no one
more sick of me
than me
(be)
Saturday, July 27, 2024
covert wedding poem
rehearsing
and nursing the part
the part that comes
from the heart
there's so much
i want to say
to prove this is right
to show what is real
to learn from it all
what was
supposed to happen
happens
now
may the child within you
grow
may the sadness within me
die
may we both learn
to hope
no matter what happens
around us
surround us with peace
and love
please
that's all i think we need
today, anyway
(betray)
cynical wedding poem
in the world of
supposed-to-haves
and could-have-beens
we stand in repose
to the point of dozing
waiting to say our lines
do we mean it this time?
do we feel the weight
of the words?
do we understand
what we stand here saying?
and does it all matter
anyway
(nay)
Friday, July 19, 2024
empathy
we just
took a step together
why did you have to
tear it apart
we just
said the word forever
why did you have to
break my heart?
if i just keep busy
and hide from my coworkers
the mother
the poet
the teenagers
then i'll be ok
my bright blues
won't be blurred
by the serious browns
watching me
no matter what they see
(hide)
retracings
she cared so much
for you
eloquent words from
years of pain
i read them again and again
torturing myself
i suppose
after all, i'm different
or so i'd like to think
don't dive into the drink
too many times, poet
you're all the same to me
(redundance)
Thursday, April 25, 2024
24/7
no chance to silence
myself
no chance to walk away
and calm myself
always on
always pleasing
always being the one ideal
(it isn't ideal)
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